=\

i`m doing fine now, but don`t know bout the future...

最新的现在。。。

刚才还很激动的我。。。

当我正在播放的歌曲换去了 The ROOTLESS 的 One Day

突然间。。。

我的内心世界。。。又平伏了。。。

那么美妙的歌曲。。。

来一段完整的话语翻译吧 =）
先来 One Piece 热血沸腾版本

每当仰望雨后的晴天
便会想起那个爱哭的自己
曾经不顾一切地追赶着某个人
深切渴望｢变得更强｣
现在消逝风中的那声｢谢谢｣
我是否有变得更加坚强呢?
全因这个答案依然未曾明了
果然还需努力向前呢
好了出发吧 永不停息
为了不输给时代的潮流
无论几度亦奋勇面对
只因不愿再失去重要的人
宛如夕阳下起舞的鸟儿
奋力追寻着未知的明日
纵使害怕受到挫折
也决不伏下视线 勇敢面对
虽然泄气的话满口尽是
然而不愿放弃的目标唯有一个
经历过种种喜怒哀乐之后
再一步步稳定前行
把手伸向无边无际的高空吧
内心坚信着唯独仅有的未来
哪怕宝贵的时光已轻逝
我亦不愿再失去重要的人
响彻我胸口的声音
一直一直都支撑着我
虽然那淘气的雨前来阻挡
我再也不会逃避了
Oh
好了出发吧 永不停息
为了不输给时代的潮流
无论几度亦奋勇面对
只因不愿再失去重要的人
迈向深信的未来…

 原装 Music Video =)

  要听哦 =）

他们救了我

现在

现在。。。

我好想。。。。。。

大力的。。。。。。。。。。


把我的电话狠狠地摔在墙壁上！！！啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！

是我的错。。。我明白。。。

对不起。。。

 

我

我的心很挣扎。。。


很痛。。。

她已经有了新男友了。。。
我还有机会吗。。。？

一个人当在爱着一个人的时候却爱上了另一个人。。。
是否指女生的心里已经没有了第一个男的呢。。。

我很讨厌为什么又得这样。。。
我其实到底是怎样啊。。。

我不懂啊！！！

我有好多好多压力。。。我到底该怎么做？？？

我害怕。。。如果我们再回一起，她又会被我冷落掉。。。可是我的心真的无时无刻都在思念着她！！！

我可以怎样做啊？？？？？？ 


Can I sing Wedding Dress to you now?
This time I`m gonna sing for you for sure...
Baby please...



I`m still waiting for you to reply me...

Waiting you to return from dating with him...



Am I sucks? Loving somebody who has already got a boyfriend...


My Lord.... Kill my memories please.... I don`t want it anymore.......

Please turn me into another person.......what the hell is going on....

Come Take me back to you, I wanna get back my Throne, Prince of Darkness...


Cuz I want suffers no more! Take away my memories........... I dare you to do it....


Or should I have to bang my head on the rock, so that will be make sense that My Lord has took away my memories of her.... I hope a miracle happens... Sorry my Parents... I will be fine I`ll still remember ya coz I will only forget her...

感触

其实两个人走在一起，

一人各让一步

就可以走到永远了……

还是我们的思想当时还很幼稚，忘了许下诺言

以致永远都被大海给隔着了。。。

ok

Finally I made the choice... I just, have to do it.

Before in click into the post, make sure you`re entitled to read it.

OFFENSIVE POST


This post was created under my unstable condition.
It could be considered as part of my mind, my thoughts, and my feelings.
It`s not dedicate to anybody, NOT at ALL.
It`s not created to let everybody to know, just wished to let my close friends to understand the feeling a friend of them, my close friends. Take note please, CLOSE FRIENDS.
Though I might have not much at all.
Leave this post if you felt that i`m Arrogant or what, well, here it begins...
 
http://true-jen.blogspot.com/2011/02/ok.html

Oh

Oh...
my love....
my darling...
oh oh oh.....
where...
are you.....
my baby...
I wanted you so freaking bad.....
my heart has broken...
will you talk with me....
take me with you....
follow me to my deepest part......
see the crying baby suffers pain....
sew the wound please...
I don`t want to suffer anymore pains...
though I would able to survive it...
and learn mistakes from it.....
but i want no more....
i`ll just give this lesson up....
please come and save me...take me out from this.....
oh......
if you intend to go away without me.....
just hope that you can end all the pains before you leave.....
the pains you left for me is too difficult to overcome...
sayonara....

23-2-2011

She talked to me...wow! Surprise! <3

But I felt nothing to her, not that much anymore.

Why so Satiring?

It`s making fun of mine

The ROOTLESS - One Day

The ROOTLESS - One Day

中文

每当仰望雨后的天空

就会浮现出那个爱哭的自己

曾经疯狂的追赶着某个人

曾经希望能变得更加强大

现在消失在风中的那声“谢谢你”

我到底成长了没有呢

这个问题还没有确切的答案

还需要继续努力的向前

出发吧，永不停息

为了不输给时代的浪潮

一次又一次奋勇向前

不想再失去重要的人

心中响彻着声音

一直支撑着我

虽然那淘气的雨阻挡了去路但我绝不会逃避

好了出发吧，永不停息

为了不输给时代的浪潮

一次又一次奋勇向前

只因不想再失去重要的人

相信自己，勇往直前

Kanji 漢字

時空雨の世話

ウィルアウト自分の叫びが現れる

ことがありますかに追いつくために狂って

誰がより強力になることを願って

今では音声の風の中で、"ありがとう"消えた

私はそれなしで終わりで育った

この問題は、正確な答えを持って

また、努力を前進し続ける必要が

、永遠に行きなさい

ために時代の流れを失うこと

先何度も移動

大切な人を失うするしない

心が音で響いた

私を支援してあり

いたずら雨が彼のパスをブロックされていますが、私は避けられないだろう

、永遠に行きなさい

ために時代の流れを失うこと

先何度も移動

大切な人を失うするしない

自分を信じ、先に行く

rōmaji|ローマ字

Ameagari no sora wo aogu tabi

Nakimushi datta koro no boku wo omou

Dareka no senaka wo

Gamushara ni oikaketa

"Tsuyoku naritai" tte

Ima wa kaze ni kieta "arigatou"

Boku wa tsuyoku narete iru no kana?

Kotae wa mada de sou ni nai kara sa

Yappari mada

Aruiteku yo

Saa yukou

Tachidomaru koto naku

Nagareru toki ni makenai you ni

Nando mo tachimukai tsudzukeyou

Taisetsu na mono ushinai takunai kara

Yuugure ni mau tori no you ni

Mienai asu wo sagashiteru

Tsumazuki nagara kowakute mo

Ashimoto ni me wa otosanai yo

Akirameru kotoba wa

Korogatteru kedo

Akiramenai GOORU wa hitotsu dake

Yorokobi kanashimi norikoete wa

Sukoshi zutsu aruiteku yo

Hateshinai sora ni

Te wo kazasou

Tatta hitotsu no mirai wo shinji nagara

Modoranai toki wa utsurou kedo

Taisetsu na mono ushinai takunai kara

Boku no naka ni nagareru koe wa

Zutto zutto boku wo sasaeteru

ITAZURA na ame ga jama suru kedo

Nigedasanai kara

Oh

Saa yukou

Tachidomaru koto naku

Nagareru toki ni makenai you ni

Nando mo tachimukai tsudzukeyou

Taisetsu na mono ushinai takunai kara

Shinjita sono saki he to...

English

Every time I look at the sky after the rain

I think of the crybaby I used to be

I was blindly chasing after someone's back

Saying "I want to be stronger"

Now faded into the wind is "thank you"

Am I getting stronger?

Since I haven't got an answer to that

I'll keep walking forward

So let's go

Will never stop

Won't lose against the flow of time

I'll keep getting back up

Because I don't want to lose something precious

Like a bird flying at the dusk

Looking to see tomorrow

The fear of stumbling

I fall feet first

Said words of giving up

However, I lied

Won't give up the only one GOAL

Forgetting happiness and sadness

I walk a little bit

The endless sky

Hold up your hands

Believe in the only future

When returning, however, it changes

We wouldn't want to lose something important

The voice flowing inside of me

Always always supports me

Teasing rain will get in my way

Because I won't run away

Oh

So let's go

Will never stop

Won't lose against the flow of time

I'll keep getting back up

Because I don't want to lose something precious

I believe in that future...

R. I. P. to Portgas D' Ace
 

Lost

I lost the mood to do anything again

2011-2-21

Recently happened a lot of things ah...haiz I think my lucks has used up dy! Screw it... T.T no mood to do anything anymore T.T

2011/2/19

Today 2011/2/19 is Mika Nakashima my Goddess`s Birthday
So...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIKA-CHAN!!!


^^ 


Today is a very lucky day, I found a lots of things that I wanted to get before this, ya, a lot of good things I found, and I got them, including the download speed, it reached it`s limit but yet hasn`t lowered to 180kbps...that`s a good news to me! Which makes me keep downloading songs and mvs that I wanted, haha, and also, tomorrow is gonna go to Asia Jaya to meet my friends, I`m going there with Allen and we need to follow up them, then I`ll on my way to celebrate Mika-chan`s Birthday... ^^ but it seems like I cant do much things on tomorrow due to this sudden-pop-out-event, hm....nvm, I`ll take Mid Valley as the place to celebrate Mika-chan`s birthday for this year! =D Expecting for tomorrow...and oh ya!

It seems like my lucks have come back, I gotta fast fast spend it well and wise before it used up again... At least, give me 3 UVs!

Mika-chan, 生日快乐！
Tanjobi Ometedo!!! ^^

Ｔｏｄａｙ｀ｓ ｔｈｅ Ｄａｙ

Ｔｏｄａｙ｀ｓ　ｔｈｅ　ａｎｎｕａｌ　Ｖａｌｅｎｔｉｎｅ｀ｓ　Ｄａｙ，　ｈａｐｐｙ　Ｖａｌｅｎｔｉｎｅ｀ｓ　Ｄａｙ　ｔｏ　ａｌｌ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ．．．　ａｎｄ　ｙｏｕ　，　ｙｏｕ，ｙｏｕ　ａｎｄ　ａｌｌ　ｏｆ　ｙｏｕ　ｔｈａｔ　ａｒｅ　ｖｉｓｉｔｉｎｇ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｂｌｏｇ，　ｔｈａｎｋｓ　ｆｏｒ　ｃｏｍｉｎｇ　ｍｕａｈａｈａｈａ

I`mma staying at my cousin`s house, alone now coz they haven`t got back yet, and another one had went to her tuition class until night, how boring...yet it`s ok =D

So after today, and today just meaningless to me, so after today, the next coming block buster event is this coming Saturday, I`mma gonna enjoy the Best Day of the month, release myself, shopping, watch movie, buying...=D

ＣＯｚ　ｉｔ｀ｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｂｉｇ　ｄａｙ　ｏｆ　ｈｅｒ，　Ｉ　ｗａｎｎａ　ｃｅｌｅｂｒａｔｅ　ｉｔ　ａｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｏｔｈｅｒ　ｓｉｄｅ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　Ｅａｒｔｈ！！！　Ｉｔ｀ｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｖｅｒｙ　Ｇｒｅａｔ　Ｄａｙ　ｏｆ　ｈｅｒ，　ＳＯ　ＤＯ　ＭＩＮＥ！！！　＝）

This coming MOnday

情人节做什么；大家组团去电影院，专买单号的。把情侣都隔开。

Skiipppp....

sienz, skipped a lots of things, I mean blog titles.

I wonder why since 2011 comes, my hair start falling every time when I wash my hair...it`s getting more serious and I`m worrying that my hair is getting less and lesser and eventually become bold... =o=

I don`t want that to be happen I don`t want!!!

I was told that late sleep could causes hair falling... I think it`s thing to change my life, gotta sleep as early as possible in the coming days...

But I don`t really think that I could do this by myself =o=

I need help la! @.@

This month`s next coming event

As everybody knows it that, next Monday is Valentine Day, a good day for the couples and for those wanted to confess but got no chance.

Now, this annual event has come again, good luck to those lovely people!

So how bout me?

It`s a lonely Valentine Day to me...however, 5 days after that will be Mika chan`s Birthday！I`m truely looking forward to that day and wanna celebrate Mika chan`s birthday.. =)

Valentine Day...Should I give it up this year? I wonder is it a good chance to date her out...else, should I be more patient?
But I guess I still got no chance after all...just wait for another chance and let`s see who`s gonna ask me out =P Well I`m staying at Old Klang Road, near Mid Valley, anyone is welcome to date me out at Valentine Day...but I guess there will be nobody...hahaha!

I wished to blog through handphone, facebook facebook facebook...it`s now useless to me O.O

I need to take down all the happenings in my daily life, and my thoughts, write them down as blog, is much more secure compares to facebook, more suitable.

February 19 is the date, well...it`s too early for planning that day`s schedule =P

hi there, I`m Jen Chin

yo, my budd

hi long time no see

hi how r you?

recently was being annoyed by the programming assignment, because I don`t have a C++ program which supports 64bit Windows...

so how was it? I heard that today was the deadline!

yosh, thanks to my friend`s help, I finished that part, however, I did less than 10% with the assignment, I cheated.

wow...

I got no much time, and dues to my own`s problem, arhhh bad. That`s how exactly will be come out during the exam.

So what are you doing now? why don`t you do your revision?

Yes, I will. But I got other things to settle, a lot of things... hostel problem, I hate that.

Yosh, me too!

I think I got cheated!

Huh? seriously, u got 2 more weeks left at least, you should try to search for other rental rooms, u cant stay with those chocolate people forever!

yup i know...

So, just do it.

Ok dude, thanks for that,... find me when you`re free! man...don`t forget me la =D

O`Course I won`t bud! =D

It`s Budd..

Whatever! =D

I'm back (Tadaima)

Yoyo...It has been a long long time since I last posted in this blog....

I think it`s time to clear my mind and write out all those things that I wanna write but I got no time to do so at the time before this...

写华语，快很多

。。。

so...let`s get started!

2010年年初               Qnet

虾米东东从没听过

因为我的好朋友-陈汉杨加入了，他约我去听，那当然要给面子了

一听之下，知道原来是个很强的东西

再听之下，知道原来是我一年前遇到的机会

一年前我错失的机会，我知道我不能再失去它。

一年前的我，辜负了特地来找我的朋友，我其实很惭愧，他来了两次，特地来找我，我却也同样地欺骗了他两次

如今，这个机会回来了，我一直期待遇见一个不平凡的机会，一个能够改变我的机会

我懂了，QNET就是我所需要得！

12-18-10

当天在Timesquare 有Comic Fiesta，当晚就有个叫BDP的Function要出席。

3个小时，获益不少。

3天后我回到了金宝，我直接加入了 QNET - Team Gen-X Qnet里最大的华人组织

因为我有3个星期的sem break，而且因为bonanza，刚开始的两个星期我都很努力，但我知道我还是很懒惰，并没有达到80巴仙的能力，hontoni, jia sai neh...才会有今天我帮不到自己和阿杨 hit bonanza share...可恶

12-31-10

我上头说会带我们到吉隆坡跨年和庆祝，我非常有兴趣因为能够喝酒，因为如果我留在金宝，我会因为要驾车而不能去喝酒…

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～                     ～～～～～～～～～～～～～

 ～中间插个空间～

 突然很想把所有的东西都一次过写完出来

我所有的心情…

我的不愉快…

还有

我爱上的那个女生……

我不是没勇气！我不是懦夫！

只不过那存在的问题比平常人能想像的 

 所以这次我会怎么做呢？

继续看下去就懂得啦 

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～                     ～～～～～～～～～～～～～

乱7离不开8糟～（不是粗语） 

这个学期有 programming class, 因为这个星期三的时候我出席了GenX RR Night所以 skip了１天半的课，今天同学才告知有　assignment 要做…这次死火了因为我手电的windows 是64bit de, 老师给的C++不能够在这版本里运行…我看现在唯一的办法就是去网吧做功课…对了!可以借朋友的手电嘢！ ^^        * 正在聆听-我们的爱* 

* 正在聆听-Angela Aki - 手纸 ~拝啓 十五の君へ* 

* 正在聆听-中岛美嘉 - 雪の華* 

继续刚刚的话题。

来到吉隆坡，打算喝个醉巴烂稀的，要释放压力，再在吉隆坡认识一些朋友一起醉！

我们首先先到Sunway Pyramid 那儿，那附近有好多好多的火锅店，我做 Ryon Chan 的车和阿伦阿杰先到，Ah Yan 和 阿杨则等待 Gordan载他们…到了，和几个新朋友打个招呼了

*中岛美嘉 - always*

*蕭敬騰 - 善男信女*

正当我沉醉于一连串伤感的歌曲当中，这首歌的响起，唤回我的心回来了…我是能够战斗的！Battle! For Our Glamorous DAYS!!!        想起*中岛美嘉 - Glamorous Sky*

。。。好啦好啦没有两句。。。还是继续吧～

那么。。。就说我们到店里那边吧。

阿Kent带着一个女生来，那天没看见她女友Pearl Hui...他却带着一个他自称“契妹”的女生叫 Danphne Low, 很像很像 Queenie! 原来她就是阿杨说，对他笑，然后当时才16岁14岁就出来打6份工的女生！！哇噢，而且还发生了某些事情。。。而且我们四个金宝来的都看见了O.O 这是个不能说的秘密 ^^

我到的时候，已经有很多人陆续地到了，发觉真的有很多人在做，看见很多不同的人，很有种感觉～不过因为我们都不认识他们，阿杰和阿伦便一直陪伴我们。。。唉

坐了挺久的他们都还没要开餐，原来是还有他们一些的朋友还没到，这里大部分的我都在上次的DBP看见过有印象了，而接下来有两位身材略胖的女生和两个男生来了，然后终于大家开动了～

其实，在离开动前还有些时间，我发觉，有个女生很特别…其实我第一眼就发觉了，对她有种很熟悉的感觉。。。奇妙的是，我越看她，我就越感到奇怪…原来，我喜欢上她了！一见钟情，完全没有被其他理由给左右我当时对她的爱慕。。。立刻就问阿杰了，跟阿杨说了，问东问西的，怎知换来绝大的失望。。。*跳吧先完成这里，要睡觉了已经早上3.45am了囧

吃东西吃到饱饱的，然后他们埋单下去准备到Sunway Pyramid 外面那里去看烟花了～

好多车塞住了，第一次到吉隆坡倒数，心情很紧张嘛。然而烟花也只是昙花一现，但也是很好看啦。。。我的目光当然不用说还是有刻意又无意地看她一下～

烟火 show完了后，我们又回到刚刚的地方，在路边坐着，拍照谈天等等，我们4个当然是我和阿杨一起罢了啦。。。接近12.45，车龙已经退了，他们便争取时间立刻驾车到Puchong去～因为他们打算买酒喝，很棒嘢!! =D 能够喝酒了！

好吧先写到这里，我有机会会去看看自己的脑袋然后再写完出来吧～ ；） 

Oyasumi,.....