My feelings (3)

中岛美嘉的“魅惑的天空”，听着呢

那么多年了，时不时回味一下，感觉还是很棒很棒。。。

对了，NANA & NANA2 都在堂妹家，嗯。。。好像去看美嘉姐的演唱会，如果我有幸能够出席啊，

我一定会哭出来的

现在，只是想一想，也都哭出来了

美嘉姐啊，是我的梦想哦

美嘉姐啊，是我的动力哦

美嘉姐啊，永远都那么喜爱

美嘉姐嘢，已经是我生存的目的，能让我开心，真的很感谢美嘉姐

现在听着的是“雪之花”

一首很棒的情歌，被翻唱过华语和奥语，

当时的美嘉姐还很年轻，声线还很柔和，和现在比，她只是多了一份成熟感的味道在声音里

《雪の華》不能错过嘢。。。

想想，我这个杂八郎人，朋友是不少啦，知心的，只剩一个，可是也没那么好感情了，谈心像不可能了。。。朋友间，还有谁能谈心呢？

蹦蹦跳跳地，呆下来以后才发觉，笑掩饰不了寂寞

是寂寞吗？

我只想见美嘉姐，好好的发泄心中的感受，用力感动的哭

让我哭吧，亲爱的美嘉姐。。。

真的好想见到你，我并不想那只是个梦。。。

到那个时候，请让我

好好地哭


用力感动的哭



用力感动的哭

Sorry to?

     Suddenly, there has been a lot of things happened around me, too many and too sudden...

     But, let`s talk about present.

    NOw, and today is the Christmas Eve, I　got nothing to do tomorrow, either friends and family...

    Jen, you know what, recently I felt very loneliness, 空虚啊，真的好空虚。。。自从回家以来，加入了某些东西，看起来不可思议但有他道理的东西，可是，每天都在忙碌，是出外边忙而不是在家里帮家里忙。。。想到这里又有无名的惭愧感，汽车在几天里也出现两次问题，那个bomba又脱了。。。不过这次不是我的错，不想讲这个。。。。

    每天都出街，因为一时冲动，造成现在今天这个现象。。。
    经常想到太完美，以为一定没问题，原来是假的，根本没可能会成功。。。
    挫折是需要，可是更严重的是，在这样的时期，竟然一个朋友都没找我啊。
    啊哈哈，虽然说大部分的都要准备应付考试的来零，可是我也不是只有那一帮啊，可是另一帮的，唉，想到这里又伤心的，我想的太完美了，朋友虽然多，但圣诞节却很空虚。
    和去年比较，我宁愿像去年那么过，和一帮新认识的朋友一起庆祝，多棒的感觉啊，很开心，很期待的感觉，不错的，不用这样烦，女朋友什么的没想了，没心动的感觉没对象，只不过看见别人出双入对是妒忌有的，也想有个能陪伴身边的，聊心事的，安慰心情的，给予支持的，不然叻，我会疯掉嘢。

          每天都得忙，要去承受失败，接受等待，再承受失败，很辛苦，这才我第一次肯定的被拒绝，难免是真的太难受了。。。接下来还有多少的，不懂呢。。。总之就是超·难挨的。。。快快努力吧，我不要堕落了，再也不要。

          要开心，开心，忘掉烦恼，女朋友什么的，我已经过了中学时期，已经不再有那种甜甜恋爱的机会了，好难过，没有朋友邀请参加派对，更难过。。。去到吉隆坡读书，换来的是被人遗忘。。。

(titileless)

     When I felt lonely, I wanted to have a girlfriend.

     bUT it`s so impossible to me, I can only choose to take other things to make me forget this....

     Since the download speed has down, it`s so boring over here...I have to genki up and start my engine, 是时候动真格啦，考试不能再玩玩下，上课要认真，真希望我能做到。。。

[part 2]---------------what`s so special in part 2 ?

     我其实也是挺虚伪的人，不过我更讨厌虚伪的人（当然自己有时候除外）。

     什么是“吉林人”? 其实会广东话的一看再读就能明白这是什么意思的了，特地一点，就是 Indians! 我很讨厌印度人，虽然我已经忘了以前马来人和印度人哪个比较讨厌，可是现在我觉得讨厌的就是印度人！

     跟着一群印度人一起住在宿舍那就算了，我都没惹他们，他们就总是爱烦我，无端端冲进我房间喊一堆只有他们明白的印度话，不然就是唱狗屁不通的印度歌，哪能明白？？？

算啦，写到这没心情了，留来 part 3 啦。。。
（so 你终于明白为什么有 parts 啦。。。哈哈）

真无聊的人生 - 要钱，天上掉下来的那种，不管后面有多大的压力。。。（比如黑社会的黑钱？？）

I’ve had the time of my life (part 1)

     Guess what....The Beginning starts sold in Malaysia!!! So fast...

   
     Ya might not know what`s that, so here`s a photo for ya -------->
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THE BEGINNING Black Vr. Cover

THE BEGINNING White Vr. Cover

>w<

So CooL and Cute Designs

but, they used Blackberry Products

in their MV

so it was advertised by BB

LOL

but the MV still does Awesome XD

     So......................................................................................................................

... since my internet speed is going down becoz of the changes of U Broadband fair usage policy, for unlimited plans (my subscribed plan it is), whenever the total amount of download and upload data had exceeded 5GB, user will get reduces of speed, damn hell stupid RULES~! My Wii games... T.T cant get the latest games under this sucky condition... ><  Ya know how`s it now? From 277kb/s average download speed reduced to 20kb/s download speed, hell slower than my house`s broadband la!!! What really can I do now...? Haiz.... youtube video needs to be loaded at least 10mins, pictures load slow, everything slows now... damn stupid U broadband!!! When a new and better plan comes out, I`ll cut u off and subscribe to it, never wait for 1 rabbit and give up the whole paddy field~

     so wait a minute please, all I want to say actually, it`s about..................................haiz

     I have been waiting for Mika Nakashima`s latest album STAR since it`s releases...and now it has been months, I still cant find any copy of STAR album... that`s why I wrote this....why why tell me why.... Mika... T.T

      So if anyone found it, please inform me thank you...you`ll know what I can do for you thanks to your kindness =D oh ya this album is a Japanese Album by Mika Nakashima, a very very beautiful Japanese Singer and actress... ^^ 

errr that`s all for part 1,  continue later la...my mood to write easy changed at anytime... @@

2010-12-12, wow what a... Now I realized

    Tonight, I don`t feel like I wanna sleep.
    Though I had a very very tiring day.
    What had I did today?
    Woke up 9am in the morning, went to Ipoh Jusco with my 2 brothers at 11.16am.
    Reached Jusco at 12pm and lined up to get Narnia 3D (that`s why I went there so early)
    I planned, not gonna meet my friend William at Ipoh Parade so I decided to spend the time with another movie, I chose Rapunzel (it`s the only choice ya knew it lol)
    We have meal, and then spent the time at MPH and POPULAR, SPEEDY and ANIME shop too, as Rapunzel`s showing time is 3.30pm, and Narnia 3D is 6.50pm, I got no choice left but to take the 6.50pm`s time.
   
    Rapunzel, not as nice as I thought it is. I hate the singing parts, I hate em` coz it makes me felt that it was created purposely to extend the length of the movie. Andda, the kids and girls are laughing out loud (LOL!) at the hilarious parts, however I felt that it`s so childish, I only feel that the best funny part is the part when Rapunzel hits Rider with her pan, ya that`s cool with Rider`s face XD well that`s all la. However, the ending is touching, at least for me! I felt like crying but I didn`t of course, it`s a touching story, Rapunzel... not bad I like the ending. =)

    After coming out from the cinema, we went to McD to have our dinner. Then head for Narnia at the time 6.42pm.
   
    Narnia 3D, I was expecting to see the cool trailer, Transformers 3: Dark of the Moon`s Latest teaser trailer, however it`s not there. Gonna wait for Tron Legacy. Andda, I didn`t read the introduction of Narnia 3 from newspaper or internet, I was shocked that Susan and Peter were only special guest performers in this movie! How sad... but at least they showed up. However, Prince Caspian did returned, and Lucy had brought a new comer, they cousin bla bla bla ugly guy to Narnia, some annoying guy he is. So, I was cheated by this 3D movie, there`s not much 3D effects in this movie, oh my god wasting, wad a wasting but if I don`t get this ticket, there`s no more Narnia tickets for today LoL. Because of the lacked of subtitles, my little brother couldn`t understand the story of this movie, and he haven`t watch Narnia 1 and 2, and I just brought him here. And without subtitles, I can only understand 69% of the movie based on the basic english and the movie lolzzz. When the movie has ended, a girl cried, her friends said that so I knew it haha, she seems like like the movie very much...and I bet that she`s 100% understand the movie lol. Not bad with the ending, it`s quite touching but... I hate 3D movies which without subtitilessssssss!

    I don`t feel like wanna sleep, damn, next monday will be the 1st day of my exam, damn I had did nothing in the period that I had came back to my home. I hate being like this, but I cant change myself, not that easy.... I just hate this.

    ya need some money to have a treatment on my hair, or straight it again. I hate lousy hair.

Andda, today is 2010, 12th December, wow quite special bout this day, however, I don`t know what`s the special part about this day haha. Mind there to be anyone to tell me this? =)

thanlks for the pleasure.